Sunday, June 14, 2009

a fresh start...

a week and a half ago my 10 year relatioship ended.

At present we are still mostly living together as we sort the best plan of action for our children and for us.

It is a weight that has been lifted from over me. I feel many mixed emotions. sadness through to relief.

I look forward to living a life that will make me happy, whether that be alone, back with him or eventually with someone new. Not making any grand decisions on that, for now I live for me and the children, doing the best I can.

I plan to post here, some posts will be hidden for me, as a record of my growth, many posts will be shared.

I feel my relationship has been a huge contributor to my ups and downs on staying focused on my goals and plans.

This week I have simple plans and goals.

This week I plan to organise the unti behind my studio so I can stay there when needed.
My plan is to continue witht he decluttering of my house at home where the kids are.

Today my goal is to finish declutering my wadrobe. So at least every day I know where my clothes are.

its the simple little things.

6 comments:

libby said...

Hi Susan,

Hope things work out for you and your kids. Being happy with life is the most important thing. And I think focusing on the simple things as you go through this change is a great idea.

Hugs
Libby

Kez said...

Susan,

Good luck as you go through the changes.

Kerrie

Kebeni said...

oh Susan, love to you all. you guys have really gone the hard yard and put a lot of effort into trying to make it work. I really hope you find happiness whichever you decide. I know how tough the decision to break is. thinking of you
xxx

Lucy C said...

Oh Susan, I don't really know what to say. I do know that de-cluttering is good therapy but takes a long time. I hope the healing begins quickly and that happiness returns soon.

Susan said...

Thank you all so much!

I will do an updated post again soon.

AutumnRose said...

Thinking of you, and wishing you all the best as you embark on this new path....may you & your children be happy & blessed.